Forever Beloved

Boys will be boys, that’s for sure. But the concept “well what can you do, they’re typical boys” doesn’t necessarily resonate with me.  I think so many times in this world we give up on our sons before we give them a chance.

Every day we have the opportunity to shape our children.  We are able to speak knowledge and love directly into their hearts.  Our words will become their inner voice.  Children are like sponges, soaking in the messages around them, absorbing those messages into the fiber of their lives.  All of these messages, whether intentional or unintentional, have the opportunity of leading our children either closer to understanding their God-given value, or farther away.  Imagine the power of all the words breathed into them being positive and uplifting!

We are quick to remind our girls that they are daughters of the King, but how often do we remind our boys that they are a son of the King?  How can we do that?  By instilling important lessons in their heart.

30 Lessons We Should Teach Our Sons

1. Love the Lord. Love Him with all your heart, mind and strength. {Luke 10:27}
2. Respect her. She is a lady, please treat her as one. {1 Peter 3:7}
3. You are unique. You are God’s handiwork, crafted by Him and for His good pleasure. He uniquely designed you to be you alone, comfortable in your own skin. {Psalm 139:13}
4. Respect your elders. Look them in the eye. Take the time to listen to what they have to say. I mean really listen. Shake their hand. Heed their advice. And defend them if needed. {1 John 4:4}
5. Give too much rather than too little.  You will never regret giving more than what is expected, whether it be of you at work or in the tithe plate at church. {2 Corinthians 9:7}
6. Control your temper. When you get angry, calm down and start doing what God has called you to do. You can be bitter or better—it’s up to you! {Proverbs 29:11}
7. Do what needs to be done. Without being told. Don’t wait to be asked when you know what you should do. If you see it, do it.
8. Take telling. Consider it an opportunity to learn and grow. {Proverbs 3:11}
9. Create your own path. Be ready to create your own path in life. You can choose the wide path or the narrow path, it is your choice. Just be sure you choose wisely.
10. Life is not a fairy-tale. Life, love, and relationships are not like the movies.
11. Have a servant’s heart. Give back to your community. While you’re doing good for others, it really does the most for you! To humbly serve is a very manly quality. Don’t let anyone ever tell you differently. Follow Christ’s example. {Mark 10:45}
12. Have integrity. Strive to be honest and just. Work to develop a strong ethical foundation. Have a code of morals that you stick to. To be respected a man must be a person of morals and live a godly life. Someday you will be the head of your household and will need stability and common sense. A leader that is followed willingly is a man who has character and integrity.
13. Love your neighbors. Leave your mark by loving each and every person your life touches, those who love you and those who don’t. Love has no conditions. It expects nothing in return. It gives freely, multiplies and grows. Do this and everything else will work itself out. {Mark 12:31}
14. Your wife should be the #1 woman in your life. As much as it breaks my heart to say this, she should even be before me. I’m confident that I’ve raised you with enough love in your heart for both of us. {Genesis 2:24}
15. Don’t give in. I’m sure you’ve already experienced this pressure more than we know. Pressure to talk a certain way, to treat girls a certain way, to be disrespectful, to smoke, drink or do drugs. You don’t need any of those to have a good time. You possess the strength and character to walk away. God will help you stand. You don’t have to give in.
16. Laugh! It’s the best stress reliever. One of the biggest gifts God has blessed you with is your sense of humor. Seriously, cannot even count how many times I’ve laughed to the point of my stomach hurting. We’ve had soooo many great times laughing in this household. Don’t ever forget how to laugh. {Psalm 126:2}
17. Keep your word. A gentleman follows through on what he says he will do. {1 John 2:5}
18. Go on vacation with your family at least once a year. Families need to learn how to vacation with one another. They need to learn how to spend time together, unplugged, and just enjoy each other.
19. Be polite. Like Thumper’s mama said If you can’t say something nice, don’t say nothin’ at all.
20. Be creative! You grew up with a mama wielding a glue gun in one hand and sequins in the other. And a dad who sang crazy, made-up songs.
21. You are known by the friends you keep. Bad company corrupts good morals. {I Corinthians 15:33}
22. I believe in you. I am so super confident that God is doing so many amazing things in your life, things you can’t even fathom right now. God has a purpose and plan for your life. Always follow His lead and He will take you amazing places.
23. Work hard. Be known as a hard worker. God wants us to work hard and do our jobs well. He wants us to be an example to the world of what good hard work can bring. Remember, dirt washes off. {Proverbs 6:6}
24. Watch your words. Our words carry immeasurable significance.  {Proverbs 13:3}
25. Credit cards are evil. Seriously. Live without debt. Money problems ruin marriages, friendships and jobs.
26. Be a gentleman. Step back to let her in the door first. Hold that door open for her. Offer to carry heavy items for her. Protect and defend her.
27. Friendships are important. Invest in strong, loyal friendships. The kind of friend who “sticks closer than a brother” {Proverbs 18:24}
28. Be soft. Don’t ever be too “manly” to hold your wife’s hand, say I love you and kiss her goodnight. Don’t ever be ashamed to let your daughter put makeup on you or have a tea party with her.
29. Take that second chance. Sometimes it might even take a third, fourth and fifth chance. Every day is a new start. Use that brand new day to get it right, to kiss her face, to say no, to say I’m sorry, to ask forgiveness, to do it over and to make a new start. I want you to know that this is what God is about. Grace. He wants to give you as many chances as it takes, just don’t ever stop taking them.
30. It’s okay to cry. It really is. Boys are always pushed so hard to be tough. But I want you to know real men are tender, they defend those who can’t defend themselves and they care about others. They cry when their beautiful wives walk down the aisle and when they see their sweet babies face for the first time. And it’s okay!

We are raising daughters in such a difficult generation.  A generation that is all about ME. A generation where the world and the media scream to them the most important things are power and beauty.  As a mother of a teenage girl, I sadly see how young girls long to be popular.  In the process, they claw their way to the top.  And those they tramp on?  Mere causalities.  They lose focus of who they were created to be.  Like you, I’ve been there myself.

They are inundated with messages through the internet, television, and magazines that remind them of how they don’t measure up to perfection.  All you have to do is look around a bit while you are in line at Walmart.  Nearly every magazine will have a big breasted, half naked woman.  What message does that send them?  It says to be beautiful, to be attractive, to be wanted and to be worthy you MUST look like that.  And if you don’t, well, you’re outta luck.

Every year, girls are engaging in sexual activity at younger and younger ages.  In fact, 23% of all 14 year olds are already sexually active.  There seems to be this huge surge of girls aggressively pursuing boys sexually.

How can we help the hearts of our precious girls?  There are some super important things we must tell them.

Ten Ways To Encourage Your Teenage Daughter

1. Purity is cool. (although the world would never tell you that) Just look around, we are constantly bombarded by sex. When you fall in love, it’s natural to want to express your love in physical ways.  But you also know God wants you to remain sexually pure—in both your actions and your thoughts.  Sometimes it’s a tough balance, but showing love for another and remaining pure is possible.  Respect yourself, respect your partner but most importantly respect God.  And remember, you’re a lady!  Make him treat you as one!

2. Your Worth Isn’t Based on Your Appearance. You are beautiful.  Period.  Not because of your lip-gloss shade or your new designer jeans.  Not because you have on a sassy outfit and super cute new boots.  Your worth is never found in your appearance, ever.  You are beautiful simply because you were created in the image of God.  You are a daughter of the King!

3.  It is absolutely okay to disagree with me.  It’s okay to disagree with others.  You are old enough to have a point of view, and I always want to hear it.  The only thing I ask is always voice your opinion respectfully.  As long as you do that, I will always always be willing to hear your side!

4.  Modesty.  God gave us, as women, the gift of softness, femininity and beauty.  It’s our responsibility to convey those without showing our sexuality.  Allow your appearance to reflect your pure and virtuous heart.  Know your worth and reflect it on the outside.  Your body is a gift from God, honor it as such.  I love this quote by Jessica Rey “Modesty isn’t about hiding ourselves, it’s about revealing our dignity”.  We can absolutely dress beautifully without being out of fashion or immodest.  The search might be a little harder but it’s not impossible.  You will probably have to look past the racks they place at the front of the store but I promise it’s not an impossible task.

5.  You are not alone.  Ever. This could be one of the most heartbreaking realities I see among girls – they feel so desperately alone.  I can absolutely remember being a teen girl, in a room full of people, yet feeling completely alone.  It’s so easy as a young girl to just focus on that loneliness.  But remember, you are never alone.  God is always with you and I am forever here for you.  Give your loneliness to Christ and open your heart for Jesus to show you companionship as He never has before.  Embrace that.

6.  Have a servants heart.  It is so so important to love with a servants heart, to have empathy for those who are lost and hurting.  After all, Jesus did say the second greatest commandment was to love your neighbors.  Reaching out to others, being the hands and feet of Jesus, is one of the greatest callings we have in our faith.  Not only does it show the love of Christ for the world, it’s also an opportunity for us to worship God and for us to grow more like Jesus.  In today’s world, there is such a focus on self and it is a daily struggle to instead turn our hearts away from self.  Take time.  Be humble.  Keep on.  Love.

7. You were uniquely designed you to be YOU. You are His perfectly perfect creation, handcrafted by the same hands that made the stars.  Jesus skillfully crafted the body, mind and soul of each and every human being while she was in her mother’s womb.  So the next time your self-esteem is lacking or you feel not as pretty, thin, popular, etc. as the next person, just smile and thank the God who made you, died for you, and wants the best for you.

8. Honor your parents.  I know, I know.  You get so tired of hearing this one.  But this is a big one girlies!  God gave one commandment to children, obey your parents.  This is more than just obeying them, it’s treating them like important people.  It’s treating them with love and respect.  Sometimes we are asked to do hard things that we don’t understand, don’t want to do, don’t feel like doing or that makes us mad.  But remember, when we obey God we always know that he will bless us and make us happy.

9. You will never be perfect.  God does not demand our perfection to get His love.  Wow, isn’t that a relief?  God knows there is no possible way any of us could ever be perfect.  Ever.  But if you’ve put your faith in Jesus and received Him into your life then you’ve been declared righteous.  Let’s say that again, if you’ve received Jesus into your life you’ve been declared righteous!  You are covered under His grace, declared righteous and are precious in His eyes and you are held in the hand of His care. You are HIS and he loves you unconditionally.

10.  Guard your heart.  You are to keep your heart safe and guard it from attack.  Just a quick little side note…because everyone else is doing it is not a good excuse.  There is a real war going on right now over your soul.  Every single day satan prowls around and looks for an opportunity to pounce on your heart.  You must be a warrior princess, put on the armor of God and guard your heart against attack.  You need to be on guard about the occult, sexual sin, vanity, envy, greed, sassyness, gossip, lying, anger and pride.

I’m raising a daughter in this crazy world. I won’t always be there to protect her (oh how I wish I could) so I will tell her the truth.  I can’t change the world, but I can prepare her for it.

Just get over it.

Stop worrying then.

Learn how to deal with life.

It’s time to grow up.

Stop babying her.

Spank her more.

I’ve heard every one of those statements, and more, when speaking to someone about my daughters anxiety disorder.  I truly believe these comments come from a heartfelt place, I have to believe that.  Otherwise they would, and sometimes do, break my heart.  And though those statements are hard to hear, and send a pang of sadness to my heart, I know it’s simply because they are uneducated about anxiety disorders.

So with this blog post, I want to give you a glimpse into parenting a child that has been diagnosed with Anxiety Disorder, Panic Disorder, slight OCD and Dyslexia.

With an anxiety disorder, the anxiety is daily, if not multiple times a day. It can happen any time during the day, even waking you out of a sound sleep. The symptoms are countless; heavy breathing, weakness, dizziness, difficulty breathing, vomiting, racing heart, migraines, mental exhaustion.  A list of symptoms that could quite literally go on for pages. Once the attack is over, physical exhaustion sets in.

I’m in these trenches daily, and I can assure you that just getting over it isn’t a possibility.  If it was, don’t you think she would have chose that option a long time ago?  The debilitating problem with anxiety and panic disorders is that you simply can’t calm down.  There’s this stigma surrounding anxiety that it’s nothing more than fear and being nervous. That doesn’t even come close.

Many times with my daughters anxiety attacks, she has no idea what the trigger even was.  She could be sitting at the table eating breakfast, lying in bed reading a book or it could wake her from a sound sleep.  How do you prepare yourself for those?

Anxiety constantly lies to you.  It doesn’t matter how many times you reassure them that everything is okay, and even if they know it’s true.  The monster of anxiety will still assure them, louder than anything else, that everything is wrong, nothing is right, every bad thing that could possibly happen is certainly going to happen and there’s simply no other alternative.  You lose your bearings, lose your vision to see any real future, and feel isolated and alone in what was formerly a safe and familiar world.  Anxiety convinces you that you’ve ruined everything you’ve ever touched, that you are responsable for every problem you have, that nothing will ever change and that you will never succeed.  It’s so real and in their state of panic, it feels more real than anything else.

In that panic, anxiety screams new truths and new realities that you have no choice but to believe.

Have you ever been in a temporary state of seriously elevated anxiety?  That feeling that your heart is in your throat and your stomach has dropped through the ground—it’s that real to someone suffering from daily anxiety.  It’s panic.  When panic hits, it takes over, and invokes an immediate and overwhelming need for escape.  Except there is no escape from anxiety, they just have to live with it.

Do you know how many teens are in crisis?  In the throes of mental illness or depression?  MILLIONS.  So do the math: that means millions of parents are suffering alongside teens that are suffering.

An easy target for judgment or shame, so many families in crisis struggle alone, afraid, embarrassed or just too exhausted to reach out.  Society expects three-year-olds to act like raging lunatics, but yet we don’t know what to do with a teen that has debilitating anxiety attacks.

Because we live in a society where blame has to be placed, so often parents get the side eye: What did you do wrong?  What didn’t you do right?  What could you have done differently?  Why do you baby them?  There is no parenting formula that ensures any child’s path.  Families in crisis don’t need a jury of their peers; they need a community of support.

Then there is the very real reality of mental illness and emotional disorders that many teens are battling.  If a child had liver failure, we would support those parents wanting to go to the ends of the earth for medical care.  We would be the greatest support network, and all the earth would rally with them to fight for their health.  Yet, so many of our teens are physically broken in their minds and hearts.  But instead of a chorus of support, their families receive silence or judgment or disappointment which compounds grief and lays a heavy yoke on those who are already suffering.

Now, on to another ouchy part of this post.

Anxiety tends to be one of those touchy subjects that is tough to tackle from a Christian perspective.  This isn’t to paint the Church with broad strokes.  I don’t want to come off as saying every Christian in every church thinks this way.  That simply isn’t true.  I’m thankful to have a church-family that is understanding, caring and always willing to listen and learn more about anxiety.  Incorrect beliefs about mental illness are throughout our culture, Christian or not.

One very popular Pastor, and college professor, actually preached an entire sermon, and wrote a blog post, on this topic:

Anxiety is one of the evil conditions of the heart that comes from unbelief.

To say that left me stunned and shocked is an understatement.

My daughter is a Christian and loves God with all her sweet little heart.  But Christians are not immune to anxiety disorders any more than they are immune to cancer.  One sad idea that exists in some Christian circles is that anxiety is spiritual in nature.  Some Christians sincerely believe that a person should not experience anxiety if they just have enough faith and trust in God more than they do now.  As you see above from the Pastors sermon topic, some Christians not only believe that but preach about it.  I’m here to tell you that is simply not true.  That is like saying someone with a broken arm didn’t have enough faith BUT if they had greater faith and just prayed a little harder it would be healed.

The truth is, Christians get anxiety disorders at roughly the same rate as everyone else.  This should not be a surprise.  After all, Christians catch colds as often as everyone else.  Christians get cancer or heart disease or high blood pressure at the same rate as everyone else.  No one thinks of these things as spiritual failings.   Anxiety disorders are what happen to a person when the brain’s fire-alarm center—the amygdala—gets a “chemical burn” from bathing too long in stress chemicals, making it hypersensitive and over-reactive to new problems.  Anxiety Disorders are not a failure of character or spiritual maturity.  They are what happens when the brain’s stress-warning systems become overwhelmed and hyper-activated.

Also, as Christians, we shouldn’t discourage the use of medications in treating anxiety disorders or other mental health problems.  We wouldn’t dismiss a diabetic who uses insulin or a cancer patient who uses chemo as someone who obviously doesn’t trust God enough.  In the same way, we shouldn’t look at those who take medication for anxiety as somehow lacking in their faith.

Here is what you can do for a fellow Christ-follower that struggles with anxiety.  Pray for them and with them.  Love on them.  Encourage them to seek counseling, faith-based if possible.  Check in with them.  Let them know that we serve a God who knows brokenness.  A God who is well acquainted with pain.  And since He also knows everlasting life, He is with them even in the midst of a heart-thundering anxiety attack.  His presence doesn’t mean we won’t suffer hard things.  Some of our struggles may never go away, but He is with us in the midst of them, keeping us, helping us.  Anxiety will tell them you can’t handle this.  But the truth is with God we are stronger than we think, because in our weakness He is the strongest!

I want you to have a glimpse into my world and to know what it’s like to be a Mama to a child with severe anxiety.  I want you to read my words.  To feel, if even for a moment, how I feel.  And to try your best to understand.

It is sitting in the bathroom with your 5-year-old daughter during a thunderstorm.  Reassuring her that it will be over soon.  And sitting patiently with her while she vomits for hours.

It is climbing to the very top of an inside playground, because your 6-year-old is frozen in fear and afraid to come down herself.

It is your 7-year-old enduring two months of bedtime vomiting because she thinks she may have ate something that would cause her to die.

It is taking your third-grader to therapy for an eating disorder.  Telling her that even though they had an assembly on “healthy eating” at school, that doesn’t mean she should just choose not to eat for fear of every food choice being unhealthy.

It is countless trips to the school to sit through meetings.  Listening to her be called lazy, inattentive and compared to her older brother.  Begging for years for them to listen to my mother instinct, and test her for dyslexia.  And endlessly being my daughters advocate.

It is always ordering her food for her and speaking for her because of her fear of saying the wrong thing.

It is always accompanying her to the buffet because of her fear of going alone.

It is avoiding any stress that will cause an instant trip to the bathroom to vomit.  It is always having a plan and a way out.

It is taking your 14-year-old into a funeral home.  And when you walk in, she freezes and is unable to speak or walk.  It is helping her through the funeral home until you can get her to the car.

It is scurrying to shut the TV or radio off as soon as a storm or tornado warning comes on, and hoping she didn’t hear it.

It is watching her suffer through a flair-up that lasts weeks on end because of a friendship breakup, daily vomiting and losing nearly 20 pounds.

It is listening to, and talking about, the same topic every day because her body won’t let her mind rest about it.

It is your Mama heart breaking over and over again because you feel so helpless, but wish you could take it for her.  And crying silent tears into your pillow.  I can reassure her. I can encourage her and prepare her for change, but I can not take her anxiety away.

It is having a front seat to her life, watching her grow into a kind, tenderhearted Jesus loving girl.  A girl who has such a heart for kids with special needs because of her own struggles.

It is listening to her quote verses and telling you the night before she prayed during her anxiety attack.

It is so much more than just needing to grow up and learn to deal with life.  This is our life.  This is our normal.