Forever Beloved

Today, I am so extremely thankful for prayers.  And I covet all of yours.  As you are reading this, I’m getting ready to walk into a new doctors office and starting a new path on this journey.  Please be praying for the test I’ll be having, the situation, for the doctors wisdom and knowledge, for understanding and for Gods hand to be shown throughout it all.  Pray for the timing, and if surgery is needed that the correct time will present itself.  And pray for me to accept the outcome, no matter what.

Thank you so much for your prayers.  Prayer is a powerful thing and God hears each and every one of them.  Y’all are the best prayer warriors!!

Today I am thankful for my birth mother, who made the most selfless decision 42 years ago.  If y’all have read my blog for any amount of time, you know exactly how thankful I am for that.  Without that decision, I wouldn’t have had the life I did.  And I’m so SO thankful that God brought our lives back together after so many years.

My adoption was such an amazingly beautiful thing and I love telling the story.  I am truly so blessed to have never once felt an ounce of resentment or anger, to have somehow understood from an early age that it was just right.  To have never questioned it, to never have felt different but instead felt fortunate that I had two sets of parents when most kids only had one.  And most of all to have an adoptive Mother and Father that absolutely supported me in finding my birth parents and understanding why I needed that.  My Mama told me that she never felt threatened by it because she knew she had raised me with enough love in my heart for all of them.

I’ve also have to be thankful for my birth father, even though he walked out of our lives two years ago {you can read that story here}.  I know God has a purpose and a reason for everything that happens.  And he obviously had a part in my life, or I wouldn’t be here and I’m thankful for his part in my adoption as well.

It’s a perfect example to me of how God has His hands in our lives, even when we don’t realize it. And oh how thankful I am for that!!!

Today I am so extremely thankful for the most amazing parents ever.  I’m so thankful God decided to give me to them 40ish years ago.  I am so thankful for them showing me what a faithful walk with God looks like.  I am so thankful for the millions and millions of things they do for us daily.  Even a small act like bringing me my mail after I’ve had surgery, keeping Spaghetti O’s on hand for my boy and when they would make sure there is ice cream in their freezer for my littles {and for Pap when Nan isn’t looking, ha}.

They have poured into my littles lives and helped mold them into the amazing people they are today.  The best decision I ever made was to raise my family in the house beside them.  So many times, little legs ran up through the yard to grab a cookie and a kiss.  They would stop whatever they were doing to scoop that little one up and love on them.

Without them, I don’t know how I would have made it through all the sicknesses and surgeries.  They are my rock.  My Mama is my best friend and I wouldn’t want it any other way!