i’m totally not going to lie, i’m still struggling…in august i took two weeks off from the gym (for probably no good reason at all, can’t even remember now) and then i hurt my ankle somehow, i think i pulled something…i’ve always kept it real here so no sense in stopping that now…lately i’ve felt as if everything is falling apart, like i had no control over it (which is ridiculous)…

actually i’ve struggled for months…i *knew* what i should do and what i shouldn’t…i *knew* i was giving up…but i just continued down the same old broken road, the one that led me astray years ago…

not going to lie or try to front about the weight gain either, i have put some back on…thankfully it’s not a real substantial amount…but still, i’m heading back into the territory i said i would never go again…

so, with that said, i recognize it’s time to buckle down and get to it…zumba has started back up (thank goodness) and i’m planning on starting a walking program next week as well…in november i’m planning on heading back to the gym every morning…and i’m ready to hit weight watchers hardcore…i have a plan, which is the first step, and i’m ready to get going…

i am NOT going to let this evil rule my life again…i will NOT let it defeat me…i will NOT let change and stress win…i will NOT throw all the work i’ve done in the last two years away…

i am back on track and excited to continue on my journey!!!

out for now
~kisses