i have to say today i am sad, horribly sad. i’ve lost a friend, someone that i thought was a good friend. it was by her choice, not mine. i thought i knew her but now feel like i never did. i’m worried for her but there is nothing i can do. i tried to reach out, i swear that was my intention, but in the end i guess she didn’t want helped. she misunderstood my intentions and took it as me attacking her, which simply wasn’t the case. and now i’m sad and heartsick and i feel betrayed in a way. i feel responsible yet i know i’m not. it’s impossible for me to stop caring, i probably never will. it’s impossible for me to stop loving her as a friend. it will take a long time to lick my wounds and get over the hurt. if you could, please say a prayer for her…for the situation…for the healing of all of us…including her.
out for now
~kisses
while i was gone joe and the kids finished my bathroom floor. he’s such a sweetie. and no, jade didn’t have to eat oodles of noodles all weekend. in fact when i came home on sunday joe had cooked a roast and had it on the table waiting on me. it was DELISH!