Forever Beloved

17 years ago today i had my first date with this crazy and loving man (is it crazy that i remember the exact date we had our first date?).  i had no idea what to think of this {then} long hair and tattooed guy.  thankfully he was basically the exact opposite of anyone i had dated prior.  he was funny like woah {we would laugh for hours at absolutely nothing, seriously}, he was a little wild {which made my mama a little skeptical…okay, a LOT} but most of all he was so sincerely nice {which i was totally not use to from past relationships}.  we went to pizza hut and hung out with friends.  i remember it like it was yesterday, from the butterflies in my stomach to laughing non-stop all evening.  and from that day on we spent as much time together as we could.  and four months later we were married ♥ 


i love you babe.  thanks for taking a chance and sitting in the snow that night =)


out for now
~kisses


disclaimer…i must add that saying we were married 4 months later does not, in any way, mean that i approve of that for my own children.  joey reminds me all. the. time. that he has been dating his girlfriend longer than i dated his dad.  and he also tells me how stupid it is to only date 4 months and then get married.

most of us enter marriage so in love that we would never think of divorce much less take the time to guard our hearts against it.  when joe and i got married we hadn’t ever fought one single time.  i thought i was entering a perfect, dream marriage.  divorce just wasn’t something that entered our mind at that point.  sadly, it normally isn’t until it’s too late.  then we realize we should have been guarding our hearts all along. from the beginning we should build a fence of protection around our marriage and a shield around our heart.

how many times have you heard it said to follow your heart?  or maybe you’ve even given that advice yourself.  your heart is the center of who you are. it’s the doorway to your emotions and relationships. where your heart leads, your feet naturally follow.  no matter what the decision we have to make, we are encouraged by the world to do what we feel our heart tells us to do.  we are told that we deserve it, to be true to ourselves.  God tells us not to follow our hearts, that they are wicked and deceitful.

anyone is vulnerable if their heart isn’t guarded; from sunday school teachers to members of the choir. don’t underestimate the enemy. we are all at risk. every. one. of. us.  Satan wants to draw you away from your spouse.  he would love nothing more than to see you stray.

as a wife, you hold the key to your husbands heart.  i specifically remember when joe and i were separated  he sent me a text message that meant more to me than he ever knew.  it simply said “you still hold the key to my heart”.  guarding love keeps your focus where it belongs. it protects everything that is important to you. you need to guard the love you’ve dreamed of.

what are some of the dangers we need to guard against?

• relationships with the opposite sex – although in our minds they may seem harmless, many times they lead to feelings that shouldn’t be there.  
• anger – the temptation to sin seems to be greater when your angry.  it just seems so much easier to justify then.  
• pornography – everywhere you look, it’s there staring you in the face.  it destroys marriages, period.  this also includes books disguised as romance novels, such as 50 shades of grey series.    
• worry – when you’re consumed by worry, it pulls your trust from God.  remember, why worry when you can pray!
• comparison – don’t fall into the trap of comparing yourself or your spouse to others.  all this leads to is dissatisfaction and feeling let down.
• control – leave family leadership to the husband, that is God’s plan for marriage.  this is my stumbling block.  this is probably the single hardest thing for me to do.
• attention – remember marriages don’t look like the fairy tale romances you see on movies.  as women, we crave attention and when we don’t feel our husbands are giving us enough, we go looking for it wherever we can find it.

how can you guard your heart?

this weeks challenge:  take some time today to sit down, search your heart, talk to God and ask yourself some hard questions.  ask God to meet you where you are and change your heart.  He will never fail to give you the grace to guard your heart.