finally

so lately i’ve been kinda not feeling the whole blogging thing, i was too busy feeling sorry for myself and my crapish situation at work…but today, that all changed…

the change at work can be easily explained as a roller coaster ride…i was upset, i cried (for days on end), i was mad, i was okay, i was confused, i was mad again, upset and more so mad than anything else…there were just SO MANY poor decisions made by people who honestly had no clue what they were doing or who they were affecting…important people have been left out of the loop (on purpose i suppose) and people that shouldn’t be included at all were included…

these last few days i’ve just spent angry…like so angry that i couldn’t even find much happiness in things outside of work…i knew i couldn’t go on like that, it wasn’t healthy for me or anyone around me…and it certainly wasn’t fair to them…

this morning i literally felt like i woke up praying…i prayed in the shower, doing my hair, driving to work, sitting at my desk – basically all morning long…i prayed for guidance in my actions and words, that i would do His will and that i could find peace…

this afternoon i had a meeting with some of the supervisors in my new department…and the strangest thing happened, i actually clicked with them…and i left that meeting feeling the PEACE i had prayed for…isn’t it amazing how He works!

so here i am, embracing my change…seeing it as a challenge…and excited to see where the new path leads me…who knows, it could lead to pretty exciting things for me =)

out for now
~kisses